my plan was to focus my senior year on information I could use after graduation when I set out for planet earth. my report grade said I wasn't even close to brain-dead and I was set to be accepted at any college I chose (as long as I chose one that would accept me). a lot of people I knew use their senior to catch up on partying and reward themselves for making it this far. Not me. this is my year to read everything I could get my hands on, to speak up, push myself and my teachers to get the true hot poop on the world at large. So I could hit the ground running.but now it seems so hard. why is it so hard to focus on something. I feel like I lost my direction. I feel weird being in here. I've set my goals for the next 10 years while I was in the US and I have promised to myself that I'll live my dream. but hey... my new circumstance is truly driving me nuts. wanna know why? well the thing is everything is so much harder and especially when your life gives you a shits. no matter how hard I've try it keeps result nothing. although from the beginning I do believe with this : "just when you've given up along comes a miracle that turns your life around". but it wasn't that true anymore.
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